"fucked in the ass by Miss Blue"... to most men this undoubtedly sounds like torture or possibly a joke made to another guy in a light moment over a beer or something. for a sissy like myself, these are words that momentarily make me lose my breath and my knees buckle. i see in my mind the image of Miss Blue, wearing her over the thigh boots and low rider strap-on looking at me standing there in my panties and bra. she snaps her fingers and says "now bitch" and i know what to do. and quickly. if i could adequately express the power of that, the fear, the excitement, and the need, i would. unfortunately i am not a talented writer, and anyway Miss Blue did not ask me to write a novel.
due to the nature of this lesson i will not be able to provide a photo unfortunately. but the effects were clear and evident. i have not been fucked for several months now, as i cannot to do such things without the permission of a Mistress. i need that to relieve my guilt and to allow me to experience the pleasure. i accepted Miss Blue's strap-on while lying on my back, my feet in the air and my legs vainly trying to wrap around my imaginary dominatrix.
Miss Blue posed the question "how far would i be willing to go to prove my worth to her". a difficult question to answer because the range of possible actions is so broad. clearly i would have to draw the line at something that would affect other people in a very negative way, cause me to lose my job, cause grief or distress to my family, cause me serious injury, etc. but i could not refuse most commands that involve training me to serve her needs regardless of my personal humiliation. after all i am just a sissy. the pleasure i can give a dominant woman is much more important to me than whether i receive anything in return. the submission and the feminization are what i need. this may be hard for some to understand, sometimes i have to wonder how i got this way too. but i need to be a girl, and i need to be controlled by a Mistress.
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